F for Fantastic

Thank goodness for weekends like these; weekends that leave me totally unprepared for the week of school ahead me, but it doesn't even matter.

On Friday I was finally able to really hang out with Victoria. We went to see 17 Again and I fell in love with Zac Efron all over again. <3 But the movie was actually really good. After that my dad picked me up and we went over to my aunts house. My adorable cousin Megan comes up to me and says, "Let's pretend I am Oreo and you are Lynn, okay?" And since Oreo is my dog, she spends the next 20 minutes crawling around the house barking and bringing me random objects with her mouth. SHE IS ADORABLE. We also gave her a bath. I had to rub her bottom with lotion and I felt like such a creep.

Saturday I went to tutoring with Victoria. Afterwards I went to workout, and then when my dad picked me up he told me we were going shopping! Yay! I was really excited. I didn't buy anything though. But, I did find an amaaaaaazing dress that I fell completely in love with.. too bad it was $150 and there was only ONE left, which wasn't my size. SOOO depressing. I tried finding a dress for stephenie's sweet sixteen.. no luck there either.

Today was spent with VEE BAHN. I went over there around 12:30, and we actually did a little homework. it was very impressive. Then we went to eat; Vee introduced me to the most amazing thing. Well done fries with NEOPOLITAN milkshakes at In N' Out. DID YOU KNOW YOU COULD GET NEOPOLITAN SHAKES? I certainly did not! Okay. Then we went to Eastrdige. I almost bought a dress for Stephenie's, but I didn't feel like paying for it. So, I guess that will have to wait. Then we went back to Vee's and went fabric shopping for her prom dress! it's gonna be soo cute! Then we had dinner blahblahblah went to barcode and then church. Church was.... nice. hahaha. okay. yeah.

So, that was my weekend. I am completely unprepared for my math test tomorrow. I feel so unorganized with school right now.. But it's okay. Everything will fall into place.

sometimes they come back

We're all waiting for something.

Who knew relationships could be rekindled with a simple text message. Just knowing that you are missed, that you were (and are) worth something to someone, that you are on their mind.. it makes a person feel good. But at the same time, when relationships from the past come up again, questions always rise up to the surface. For all you know, you could be getting yourself into a deep pile of heartache, and there's no way you are willing to go through that again. But in the back of your mind, there's always that hope. That things will work out next time around, that this... this is what you were looking for all along.

I'm (still) waiting. Thanks for making me realize it.

flightless bird

okay so ive been sitting here for a while and i keep feeling like mosquitoes are attacking me! its making me so paranoid.

SIX MORE WEEKS UNTIL SUMMER <3

first day back from spring break was alright. at first it was really nice to be back. then i actually started going to my classes. ZZZZ. oh hey, 78% on my thermo chem test. not as bad as i thought :] it only brought my grade down 2%. im still at an A-. MMMHM.

my midsummer night's dream performance in drama is tomorrow. its gonna be an epic fail. i promise.
time to go get eaten by mosquitoes in my sleep. night <3

too good

i'm done lowering my standards. no more trying.

so i've got one day left of spring break :( socal was pretty fun, nothing too productive except i got to see UC Irvine and i decided that i definitely do not ever want to go there. our flight from san diego was at 6:30 am on saturday. i got an hour of sleep before it, but i did take a 5 hour nap later in the day. yays.

ummm, whuddup hot weather? hahah nice to see you again.

i have a lot to say but im too lazy and sweaty. goodnight.

southern california

+ me + vee = "NOOOOT GOOOD"

i am so excited.

how deep is your love

HI SPRING BREAK :) it's been far too long.

the first day of spring break was lovely. i ended up not going to practice, since i'd have no way of getting home. i slept in until about 10:30 and then cleaned up a tiny little bit. i watched some tv, and when lunchtime rolled around i popped in season 4 of one tree hill and had lunch. i did a bunch of random stuff until around 3 and then i took a nap until 5. i watched more tv, had dinner, and then went to the store with my parents. and now here i am!

tomorrow im going to the city with vee and my parents. haha, should be fun :) my only plans for spring break so far are trips to san francisco (another one on wednesday!) and hopefully ariana's easter egg hunt thingy next friday! im really just excited to finally have some down time. yup.

spring awakening

mmmm, allergies.

there are two more school days until spring break; "excited" doesn't even begin to do my feelings any justice. i am so beyond excited. i am miles away from excited. i'm almost anxious, even. nervous. well, aint that something.

my grades came in last week. most of my grades stayed the same or went up a half-letter grade. except for history; that went from an A- to an B. my overall GPA went up, but of course, two B's on a report card is absolutely unacceptable. my parents went apeshit, to say the least. so the deal is, raise either one of my B's to at least an A- or else I can't go to prom. Oh, except I just got raped by my thermo chem test last week, so that A- probably went down too. So that's three classes I have to work my ass off for. sweet. bye social life.

speaking of working my ass off, i should probably go study. zzzzzz.