running start

Cross country ended about 3 and a half weeks ago, and I already feel ten times slower. I went for a run earlier today and I was dying. And not to make excuses or anything, but ever since the season ended, during every single run my right leg gets kiiiiilled. Everything from my knee up just hurts so bad. And for the first time today my chest felt hella tight, and while I was running I was hella scared I had asthma. Well, not exactly scared, but you know what I mean. Augh, and I wanna do the off-season training but the varsity coach is doing it, and only the hella fast track people are doing it and so I'll be like, hella putt-putt'n in the back. First things first though, I hella need to get to the doctor's.

Thanksgiving's almost here! :) I'm so excited to be with my family again. Ah, it's gonna be so sick. And then after this break I've got two weeks to study for finals. I really only have to worry about math and psych though, because they're my only borderline grades and if I do bad, I won't have my A- or above report card, which means, NO LAPTOP. And I hella want my laptop. Then after finals is Christmas :)) more family time, yaaayy.

love, twilight, and gabe bondoc

November 21 was the official best day of my life :)

So after the MHS play on Thursday night (which was so-so), Teresa and I went back to my place for a half an hour-ish. I called the theatre at around 10:30 and asked if it was really crowded for Twilight, and the idiot I was talking to told me there was already a "pretty lengthy line" for it. So I was like, crap, we should go now then. THERE WAS NO LINE. At 10:45 we could literally just walk into the theatre and grab a seat. I guess maybe the 12:01 showing was hella crowded or something, but the 12:05 one was practically empty. So we waited for a good hour and a half-ish, but it finally started.

and it was amazing.

Agh, seriously, I was doing cartwheels in my seat the whole time (if I knew how to do cartwheels at all). It was so cuuute. Except some really annoying people kept being really obnoxious at all the scenes from the book. But whatever, it was incredible. I can't wait to see it again :)

Friday night I went to Piedmont's YouTube show, or whatever you want to call it. It was freezing cold and I was in a really bad mood at the beginning. But that went away right about when I saw Gabe's face in the hallway. I was so excitedd :) I took the last picture with Reynard Silva before he had to leave. It was really scary. And then Gabe Bondoc eventually performed, and it was soo amazing. I love him so much. After the show I waited in line with Victoria to get a picture/autograph from some of the performers. He was so nice :) Cathy Nguyen was there too, but she didn't sing or anything. But she's so cute! Hahah, so in the end, freezing my ass off was very worth it.

Tomorrow is Thursday, which means that tomorrow night I will be at Century Theatres for approximately four hours because Twilight is finally hereeee :) I am so excited!

Tonight was the XC awards dinner. It was pretty fun. Our pictures turned out pretty cute. Off season starts next week and I'm kinda looking forward to it, which is weird. Haha, but everyone knows I'll be complaining by Tuesday.

I'm hella excited for Thanksgiving. I love the holidays so much. But after Thanksgiving, there's only two weeks until finals. I'm gonna be so cranky. I won't have time to go Christmas shopping or anything! I'm gonna have to study so hard. Yiiiikes. Ah, it'll all be worth it in the end.

Anyways, I don't have all that much time to update. But life is good, and I'm getting by.

busy bee

I've been so stressed out lately =/ School is so hard, and it's getting harder and harder to motivate myself to keep trying and to not slack off. My brown days suck so badly. Alg2/Trig is seriously kicking my ass. My test scores keep going down and down, even when I feel like I know the material. Chemistry is just confusing as shit, psychology makes me want to shoot myself, and Huckleberry Finn is the hardest book I've ever read. I don't understand what they're saying. My gold days are a joke, though. Religion, drama, and spanish. At least it gives me a nice break. But still, I'm so scared of my grades dropping. I want to do well this year, and I also really want my Macbook. God, please help mee =/

The holidays are coming soooon :) But that also means FINALS. Everything fcking revolves around school. Augh! But as soon as those are over with, I'll have a nice long break. Hopefully my family and I can take that trip down to SoCal. I'm really looking forward to that. I really just want to leave. Take me to Disneyland!

One more week until Twilight! My english teacher went to SF on monday night and got to meet Robert Pattinson! I am soooo jealous. She got a signed poster and she hung it up in her classroom and it is the most distracting thing you could ever imagine. But anyways, I am sooooo excited. That's gonna be a hella busy week though. I've got a XC banquet thing, Twilight, the PHHS youtube show, FLOCK Thanksgiving dinner, and dinner with a family friend too. And I feel like im missing other stuff. But you catch my drift.

Anyways, I'm really tired. I wanted to say a lot more, but my eyes are drooping. So bye for now :)

twiiiiiiiilight.

i absolutely love my parents to death. seriously, i am the luckiest person in the whole world.

they're taking me and teresa to the twilight midnight premiere on a school night. yehkjasdsfdjdsjfhfhsifasaadur!!!! I AM SO EXCITED i am going to shit myself.
oh, and my dad's reading twilight. no big deal or anything.

sunny day real estate

It's surprisingly sunny today. I really don't enjoy this weather at all. I want it to be chilly again.

This has been a really long week. Honestly, I'm exhausted. I don't really feel like doing anything but sleep and be lazy. Our last cross country meet was on Wednesday at Crystal Springs. I didn't do as well as I wanted to, but I got a 20 second PR. I don't want to stop running though. I wish we could have cross country practice year round. Just, not as hard :) I think I'm gonna go for a run later today. I really just want to run around aimlessly and get myself lost. Too bad I live in Milpitas.

Homecoming week was alright. Playday was today, and it was alright. I'm not going to the game or to homecoming, because I hella love my school like that. I'm just way too tired. Whatever.

I haven't been in a legitimately good mood in the longest time.

banana pancakes

Beautiful rainy day today, and my mom made banana muffins. They were so good.

Halloween was yesterday. I was Bleeker from Juno :) Preeetty boss. At cross country practice we did a scavenger hunt. We had to run around these neighborhoods and find houses and whatnot, and my team won! Yup, we're cool. I went to Costco with my mom afterwards to buy pizza and other crap. Later, Victoria, Ashley, Vy, Cecilia, Meera, and Courtney came over. We ate, took pictures, and all that good stuff then we went trick or treating. The streets seemed hella empty. It didn't even feel like Halloween. But I had fun. Vy and I were making hella dope rhymes. Hahah :) Vy was the beatboxer. So we went back to my house after it started raining/we got tired and then Courtney had to leave :( Meera went with her. We ate some more, and watched tv. Ashley stayed till 12 ish.

I have hella homework to do this weekend. I did a lot of it today, but I feel like I still have so much more. Ahhh. School is taking over my life.
Homecoming week is this coming week. The dress up days are kinda weak.
monday: highlight the 3rd. neon/bright ass clothes.
tuesday: born in the usa day (ugh, gross) are you confused? don't worry, I was too. I was like, why the hell is this a dress up day? But I realized it's because of election day. Still, it's pretty dumb.
wednesday: old school day. this is the only one that I think is okay.
thursday: around the world.
friday: class colors. PLAYDAY! no classes, hollaaaa.

My last cross country meet is wednesday. I'm hella nervous. And I'm actually pretty sad it's ending. I'm really glad I joined this year, though. Hopefully I can actually keep up with my running and stuff.