busy bee

I've been so stressed out lately =/ School is so hard, and it's getting harder and harder to motivate myself to keep trying and to not slack off. My brown days suck so badly. Alg2/Trig is seriously kicking my ass. My test scores keep going down and down, even when I feel like I know the material. Chemistry is just confusing as shit, psychology makes me want to shoot myself, and Huckleberry Finn is the hardest book I've ever read. I don't understand what they're saying. My gold days are a joke, though. Religion, drama, and spanish. At least it gives me a nice break. But still, I'm so scared of my grades dropping. I want to do well this year, and I also really want my Macbook. God, please help mee =/

The holidays are coming soooon :) But that also means FINALS. Everything fcking revolves around school. Augh! But as soon as those are over with, I'll have a nice long break. Hopefully my family and I can take that trip down to SoCal. I'm really looking forward to that. I really just want to leave. Take me to Disneyland!

One more week until Twilight! My english teacher went to SF on monday night and got to meet Robert Pattinson! I am soooo jealous. She got a signed poster and she hung it up in her classroom and it is the most distracting thing you could ever imagine. But anyways, I am sooooo excited. That's gonna be a hella busy week though. I've got a XC banquet thing, Twilight, the PHHS youtube show, FLOCK Thanksgiving dinner, and dinner with a family friend too. And I feel like im missing other stuff. But you catch my drift.

Anyways, I'm really tired. I wanted to say a lot more, but my eyes are drooping. So bye for now :)